I'm kind of sick

I feel really lazy, unmotivated, and bleh really tired when I shouldn't be. Add on daylight savings time or standard or whatever we're on... |D I'm just so confused what time it is anymore. It's pitch black at 5:00pm and it feels like 9 or 10 and it's only just before 7. I just feel all screwy and disoriented.

I've been working more and more on those characters and that surprise for everyone. I know I haven't posted anything more about it recently and well the only excuse I have is I just haven't felt up to it or anything. I'm more worried about putting things together for portfolios and job applications and schooling that needless to say is just freaky with everything else too |D

I only have three classes... one on Monday and Wednesday that lasts an hour and fifteen minutes, one on Friday which lasts two hours and 35 minutes and then (heaven forbid) a five hour and twenty minute class on a Saturday top that off with the fact that these are treated as "harder" than AP courses, you're expected to study at least two to three hours for every hour of class and they're putting a full semester of schooling in 30-7 classes |D

yeah I don't feel like doing the math to figure out exactly how much work I'm doing in each day of school much less each week, sooooo yeah.

sorry for being absent
sorry for not contacting some of you as much as I'd like
life's just a little hectic for me even if it doesn't always seem that way and I think I'm starting to feel it D|

and I'm might be asking too much but if you know of any jobs in graphic design or gaming concepts or anything like that <-< well... would you mind giving me a quick message. I'm looking but it's always nice to have that little bit of help, you know?

thanks for everything everyone I'll be seeing all of you again hopefully sooner next time.